28 november 2008.
Today has been a really... happy afternoon. (: went to the doctor's and then to marina square to meet sam. Im so proud of myself actually. I know how to travel here and there in singapore, ranging from central to east to west and north and south :D okay back to main topic.. i talked alittle to xixun and met their friend (: and yup of to MEGA SHOPPING with my lovely cousin :D we went really bonkers. And its been really ages ever since i carrried bags of shopping. My harvest of the day : 1 beautiful pair of heels about 3 inches tall =x, a lovely metallic butterfly hairband and 2 tops, both blouses but one is damn freaking manly and the other is a little classy. i needa get a waist belt to go with it cause it looks rather empty. AND IM kinda afraid to wear the damn freaking man top now cause people might mistake me for a bunk especially when im short haired. boohoo! But then again, it feels much better after shopping therapy although its a really bad sin with the fact that we are actually facing a financial recession. OMG and talking about the heels i bought, it was really really prettyyy! the whole shop was magnificant. Although its from china, but the shoes are really exotic and unique. The shoes have little touches of china essence with comtemporary designs. Even the sole of the heels are carved intricately with chinese designs. (: And the lady who is from china is really friendly and cool and pretty. Her fashion sense is superb, just a little too colourful. But at least, she doesnt follow the trend and has her own style :D I LIKE!
BOth me and sam saw many things we would love to purchase! but due to financial constraints, we had to control our burning desires. ha and we came across a shop named cactus or smthing that has really gross bear figurines!!! OMG ahah should raelly go take a look. AND the jewellery box in that shop IS TOTALLY GORGEOUS!!!! (: As usual, pretty things go with pretty prices =(
Towards dinner time, i guess both of us were really shagged and tired so we started going koo koo and alittle brain-dead. We werent processing things properly. Here goes the story.....we went to john little in search of nice waist belts. We stood there for a long time, because all the belts that sam took cant seem to fit her!! its all too bigg! So we kept changing and changing and complaining that the belts were too big for sam's waist." arghh!! too big". This continued for a number of belts till the point we wanted to give up. Then, finally when i picked one out, i saw the buckle.. " Hey sam you know what. The belts are actually adjustable" =.=!!!! OMG WE FELT SO STOOOPIDD!
Its really fun shopping with sammy :D bu i feel kinda sinful for spending like near 110 bucks today. =X Well, thats inclusive of the food and snacks. NOW my next destination to conquer is forever 21 and bugis :D i needa look for cool sweaters or outer wear. I saw a really nice one in suntec and marina square. And i wanna get my coolio office wear from miss sixties! and a nice vest! and lastly, flats.. i've got far too many pairs of heels. my mom was complaining =P Anyway, much thanks to sam today for shopping with me. Lifted my spirits up :D

OK proceeding on.. (emo part) Been feeling kinda empty these few days. Band has really been a joy for me, with new juniors coming in and new chapter begins again. Then again, many things would have or would be changed wouldnt it? Just like how the story of isabella and edward changes and metamorphosized over the 4 series of the vampire love story. Just like how every story has an ending. Just like how a pretty flower will wither and die off when the time comes. I suppose all happy beginnings and processes will come to an end at any time.. and i guess most of the time, when one is experiencing the particular downturn in their life, no one seems to be around to just share the woe. OH whatever. Maybe some things are just not meant to be known by a second being other than yourself. Isnt it better in that way? Perhaps i wish i was a little less emotional, a little less reflective, a little less pessimistic, a little more happy go lucky, a little more insensitive, a little more oblivious. That would make life much happier (: and make me less worrisome and think lesser. OH YES that would seroiusly be wonderful.

Anyway back to a lighter note, i would seriously like to thank a few people (: Like mr big guy joel, who has been talking much to me lately about crap or about other stuff. And extending his support and help without hesitation for badminton and sewing of curtains although he didnt exactly come for badminton and helped to sew AHAH! but thanks for helping me pull the needle out. (: And of course mr christopher, who has been going to school and practising with me and eating lunch with me and talking to me and lending me alot of his coins =P MELLY! for lending me her swimming pool and her house's sun for suntanning =P! And mingde, who has been constantly practising with me and teaching me lots of warm up exercises and techniques to improve my horn playing, DESPITE ALWAYS BEING LATE! tsk tsk. and elton of course who comes down to prac together and lending coins too =P OH OH and daniel cher for dancing with me! (: im so sorry if i have been to boney or heavy for you during the waltz =X! im so scared i'll break your bones.

Next two days will really be busy for me. Tomorrow will be band practice THE WHOLE DAY. and then maybe section dinner without daniel without ij girls without khaizar without daniel. OKAY WHAT KINDA SECTION DINNER IS THAT!? ha. Sunday will be tuition then concert with dear skinny cheryl at UCC (: must wear nice nice. got free cockttail dinner HAHAH! then monday, i may be going wild wild wet with my family. if not i will go swimming :D and of course, not missing out my studying time slots in between the busy schedule.

toodles...

this sucks. i hate the feeling of just myself