band got silver.
i hope the juniors will really work hard for NBC( if we are still going) and SYF 09.

yesterday was the first ever day in my 4 years of st nicks that i felt so hesitant to return back to school.
i was just so reluctant to go back school.

sometimes..life is really horrible.
there are just some people out there putting in so much, their efforts, their time, their heart, their soul into some.. issues..but yet, in the end unrecognised.
all their life, they have been slogging and slogging, giving in their best but somehow, it is fate. That they are just destined to remain unknown and thought to be useless.
no matter what they do, they are just so unlucky their whole life, to be forgotten so easily with just a snap of the fingers.
Their existance are of no significance to anyone.
they are always the lonely ones looking out so cautiously at the back stage, seeing themselves slowly and gradually disappearing from earth.

anyway, why should i be so affected?
im leaving school soon in a few months time.
its not going to stay with me my whole life because i know i will just forget all of them.

yanzhu, you're so stupid and hopeless.
just for your information, im seriously hurt...