im so inspired to do so many things..
but i think im day dreaming..
dreaming of the impossible.. ):

can u believe it..
i am inspired to learn how to play
a saxophone, a flute, a cello
, a guitar...
ARGH!!!!!!!
i even thought of joining sso?!
im totally crazy..
thinking of all the impossibles..
all the inspirations are driving me crazy!
inspirations are supposed to help ppl..
but in stead its causing more troubles for me..
maybe i should just concentrate playing my
piano and french horn..
i hate scales and aural test!
if piano practical exam does not includde this 2 citeria..
i will love piano alot more..
and i will fare so much better!!!
aural is killing me..
i cant sing!

i wan to take music at "O"s but..
my cousin says its very stress..
and its time concuming..
and i will definitely struggle..
argH!
i should have taken MEP when i was sec 1..
so regret!
-cries!
i wan to go overseas to study music...
but it cost a lot alot of
money...

YANZHU!
wake up!
-smack your head