obs =
i think im a very timid and useless person.
im afraid of obs. =ohwells.
at least i got chloe maple regina and jingwen going.
thts all
i only know them.
cecilia cant go ):
argh!


i thought you were a thoughtful and understanding mate
but it turned out that you are cold and unfeeling
you do not understand my feelings and
all you do is to turn your back against me
maybe it was my mistake initially to take you

as one.

i tried to hang on to my believe.
but it apparently seemed that no matter
how hard i try to hang on,
it is useless.
my believe in you is fading off.
i don't see the same person anymore.

emotion kills faster than physical;