School started with a adrenaline rush-ed monday morning where heart of mine was thumping like mad while anticipating my r papers and of course, the o level results in the afternoon.

I think i shant elaborate much on it. With just a general statement..for those who did well in their perspective, CONGRATS (: and those who didnt( in their perspective), dont worry or be disheartened and crestfallen over it. Its over and what we should be looking forward to is ways to achieve your ultimate goal in entering your desired JC. Vjc band will of course do her best to bring in an many nssn people as possible.

Anyway,my new year with new tutors. (: Till today, i find them really good. Esp my gp tutor..and i received our 16PF report. It was really quite an interesting exploration of your self, as wellas the unknown subconscious side of you that you have been experiencing but somehow, unable to find words and descriptions to dsecribe what you're undergoing. (: Miraculously, this report wasnt those vague and general kind that almost 50% of the people have the same kinda comments.These information really described me very accurately..

"...Ms see appears to be a person who is apt to be more intuitive than strictly rational in her approach to problems and situations. She is likely at times to focus more on the intangible feeling aspects of what she believes to be most important (yea i realised it myself..my feelings and intuition gets the better of me). Being open to rather senstive perceptions about things, she may also find it somewhat difficult to easily set them aside. She, therefore, may require more time to resolve things that people who are mostly action-oriented and concerned about practicalities may think is necessary. She gets too overly concerened about possible negative outcomes and results (LIKE TOTALLY! Which results in my worrisome nature and habit of always thinking about possible problems that may arise from a particular thing)..."

"Right now, Ms see seems to be experiencing more worry and tension that is usually normal. Perhaps this shows that she is having some trouble accomplishing what she expects of herself in her personal life and career (..sadly, thats the truth..). Ms See is prone to worry about things of importance to her and she sometimes feels less worthy and equal to others than she would like to be. As a results she may not accept herself enough to be fully herself with others. Ms See tends to be concerned when she is not accepted by others as she expects to be. She may sometimes doubt herself unnecessarily. As a results, she may not feel she can deal as effectively with some situations as she would like to do (..this paper knows me inside out).."

" On the whole, Ms see tends to give about equal amounts of time and attention to the relationship between herself and others, But she also tends to value quality time alone on occasion. Ms See usually strives to balance her desire to be somewhat dominant in relationships with a sensible display of humility and modesty when it is important to do so (OOOH.. i never knew). Even so, Ms see appears to want to be cheerful and active in her dealings with other people. She also usually tries to do her best to be as lively as possible in social situations (yes! but why does it sound like im trying damn hard?)"

" ... Ms see enjoys bringing creative self expression into art forms, literature or innovative productsand services - activity characteristics of persons who find satisfaction working in the artistic, literary, drama, musical, and performing arts field. They usually valule activities that enable them to express their abilities, idea, talents, esp those which bear the imprint of their efforts.." (thats my ideal jobscope that i've been trying so hard to decipher in words)

well, the rest shall be left for another post. There's school tomorrow!