MY LIFE IS SCREWED TO THE MAX

I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS BUT I SERIOULSY MISS STNICKS. THE WAY WE HAVE LESSONS, THE STUPID THINGS WE DO IN CLASS, THE RANDOM ACTS, THE CRAZY SHOUTS AND SCREAMS, THE LAUGHTERS, THE RETARDED LITTLE GIGS. IM RALLY DAMN NOT USED TO THE WAY THE PEOPLE IN VJ ARE STUDYING AND THE WAY EVERYTHING WORKS. AND MY NEW CLASS..SEEMS SO SCARY IN TERMS OF STUDYING. I MEAN..URGH FORGET IT. I FEEL SO STRESSED UP SEEING THEM LIKE THIS. MAYBE ITS JUST ME WHO IS SLACKING. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. THE FOOD SUCKS, THE TIME TABLE SUCKS, THE SYLLABUS SUCKS, THE TIME SCHELDULE SUCKS. WELL AT LEAST BAND ROCKS. MINUSING THE PARTS WHERE THERE ARE ALOT OF IMBA(pro and really super super super invcinvible) PEOPLE, WHICH TOTALLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE LOSER. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, BAND IS ONE THING THAT MAKES ME WANNA GO TO SCHOOL. THE BAND ROOM WITH THE MATTRESSES AND THE CUTE LITTLE TOYS(WELL RATHER SADLY TORTURED), THE NICE AND FRIENDLY BAND PEOPLE, THE CRAZY LAUGHTERS AND STUPID COMMENTS AND "SHOWS". THE BAND PEOPLE WILL LIFT MY SPIRITS UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP. LIFE IS SO SUCKY. I WONDER IF THINGS WILL TURN OUT BETTER. IM LOSING MY CRAZY AND WILD SELF, LIKE HOW I WAS IN STNICKS. ITS TOTALLY DRAINING AWAY! I MISS JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND DISTURBING PEOPLE, I MISS LAUGHING CRAZILY LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS, I MISS SAYING LAME STUFF AND LAUGHING AT IT MYSELF WITH OTHER FRIENDS LAUGHING TOGETHER, I MISS SINGING OUT OF TUNE WITH MY CLASSMATES, I MISS GETTING DAMN HIGH WHEN WE GET SUPER STRESSED OUT. PEOPLE IN VJ ARE SO DIFFERENT.

BUT I REALLY HAVE TO CREDIT MY FELLOW BELOVED BAND PEOPLE FOR BRINGING SO MUCH JOY AND WONDERFUL TIMES AND BRINGING A SECOND HOME IN VJ WHERE I CAN SHUT MYSELF OUT OF THE MESS IM IN. <333333333333333333333 BAND PEOPLE!