Wednesday, January 14, 2009

School started with a adrenaline rush-ed monday morning where heart of mine was thumping like mad while anticipating my r papers and of course, the o level results in the afternoon.

I think i shant elaborate much on it. With just a general statement..for those who did well in their perspective, CONGRATS (: and those who didnt( in their perspective), dont worry or be disheartened and crestfallen over it. Its over and what we should be looking forward to is ways to achieve your ultimate goal in entering your desired JC. Vjc band will of course do her best to bring in an many nssn people as possible.

Anyway,my new year with new tutors. (: Till today, i find them really good. Esp my gp tutor..and i received our 16PF report. It was really quite an interesting exploration of your self, as wellas the unknown subconscious side of you that you have been experiencing but somehow, unable to find words and descriptions to dsecribe what you're undergoing. (: Miraculously, this report wasnt those vague and general kind that almost 50% of the people have the same kinda comments.These information really described me very accurately..

"...Ms see appears to be a person who is apt to be more intuitive than strictly rational in her approach to problems and situations. She is likely at times to focus more on the intangible feeling aspects of what she believes to be most important (yea i realised it myself..my feelings and intuition gets the better of me). Being open to rather senstive perceptions about things, she may also find it somewhat difficult to easily set them aside. She, therefore, may require more time to resolve things that people who are mostly action-oriented and concerned about practicalities may think is necessary. She gets too overly concerened about possible negative outcomes and results (LIKE TOTALLY! Which results in my worrisome nature and habit of always thinking about possible problems that may arise from a particular thing)..."

"Right now, Ms see seems to be experiencing more worry and tension that is usually normal. Perhaps this shows that she is having some trouble accomplishing what she expects of herself in her personal life and career (..sadly, thats the truth..). Ms See is prone to worry about things of importance to her and she sometimes feels less worthy and equal to others than she would like to be. As a results she may not accept herself enough to be fully herself with others. Ms See tends to be concerned when she is not accepted by others as she expects to be. She may sometimes doubt herself unnecessarily. As a results, she may not feel she can deal as effectively with some situations as she would like to do (..this paper knows me inside out).."

" On the whole, Ms see tends to give about equal amounts of time and attention to the relationship between herself and others, But she also tends to value quality time alone on occasion. Ms See usually strives to balance her desire to be somewhat dominant in relationships with a sensible display of humility and modesty when it is important to do so (OOOH.. i never knew). Even so, Ms see appears to want to be cheerful and active in her dealings with other people. She also usually tries to do her best to be as lively as possible in social situations (yes! but why does it sound like im trying damn hard?)"

" ... Ms see enjoys bringing creative self expression into art forms, literature or innovative productsand services - activity characteristics of persons who find satisfaction working in the artistic, literary, drama, musical, and performing arts field. They usually valule activities that enable them to express their abilities, idea, talents, esp those which bear the imprint of their efforts.." (thats my ideal jobscope that i've been trying so hard to decipher in words)

well, the rest shall be left for another post. There's school tomorrow!

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

like OHH MA GOD! our syf piece totally sends chills down my whole body...
so freaking and weird and abstract. it feels as though im caught in some unrealistic world of a devil with lots of menaces and dead traps.. ): Maybe we'll scare the hell out of the judges till they have to give us GWH! And gosh. we're the first Singapore band to play it. Zechariah goh is da bombZxzX! ><

Im so envious of the sec4s VS people. They seem to so freee and happy! Always having stayovers at friend's house and going out like just LIKE THAT! OMG I WANNA GO OUT TOO AND HAVE FUN 0: Crap the r papaer on monday. Im so gonna go shopping and east coast park and movie after my R papers to make up for my deprived soul.. Anyway, O level results will officially be announced on 12 jan monday 2 pm. I wanna go back to stnicks ): but apparently i cant.. Well, maybe i'll pop over on CCA fair =P or maybe later..I'll have to enjoy the last year of stnicks architectures and the memories we left there. I HOPE STNICKS DOES EXCEPTIONALY WELL!:D i wont mind more stnicks gals coming to vj hehehehe.. can try to exceed the cedar girls and tk girls count in veejay. NUAHAHA. just jk.

SO, i had studying session with Jazz yesterday in school! :D And she's like sitting for her bio paper now.. half an hour more. Hope she passes it! Aha and we came up with a funnaye conclusion => Vs boys are quite cute! Esp those in khaki pants.. But other than being cute, they're abit too short. haha but in any case, those vs boys we saw in vj yesterday seem better looking than our batch's vs guys! OMG.. JUST JOKING! hah okay we're quite weeetarded huh? WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING! hehehe
I LOVE YOU JAZZ and yea SHERYL! haha (:

LASTLY, all the best and good luck to all NSSN sec4s and stnicks sec 4s! I HOPE EVERYONE DOES WELL! esp those NSSN people! May god's spirits keep you strong. Vj will be waiting for your good results.. (:

Thursday, January 01, 2009

"HOMO..YAY! WE WIN AGAIN!"
"Oh its like a few more minutes to 12 am! so fast"
"Okay the girls shall go out to the rooftop and wait then when the hosts starts countdowning, you guys run up ok?"
"...... 10!!! 9!!!! 8!!!!!!!.....3!!!!2!!! 1!!!!"
and there we were, standing on chairs on yongyi's rooftop area gazing out to the fireworks in the city not far from his place. Amazingly, it was quite a spectacular view as we were merely only 4 storeys above ground (: Could see quite a whole profile of the fireworks display, but the lower fireowrks cant really be seen.. That was how 2009 came knocking on my door. :D Enjoyable, i must say, spending it with my S31 classmates. It was really nice meeting them again, esp sheryl jazz simin! :D well although i received a really awkward situation in yongyi's room when i walked in (CAUSE EVERYONE WAS GLUED ON THE TV WATCHING LITTLE NYONYA!!!! >:( ), other than that, everything was :D Went to the rooftop to meet jazz whom i havent seen in ages! Tried some red wine (13.5% and 30.0% alcohol) I TRIED IT!!! :D 2 sips each =P not bad for a starter. At least i could tolerate the funny pang in my mouth. played twister and taught them to play homo :D but somehow, they are not as hyper and crazy and mad as band ppl. Band's homo IS OUTRAGEOUSLY SCARY! ;O! haha












A new year with a new beginning. im not exactly beginning this new 2009 year with a new beginning.. still the same old routine..tv, maths, msn, more maths, tv, msn more maths.. sheeshh.. i wish i had just go find a stupid mark from my promo paper and pass my overall maths with another 0.7% THEN I WILL BE R PAPER -LESS ): but again, it may be a blessing in disguise. At least im doing some maths.. hopefully by CTs, i wont be flustering that much. Well, im looking forward to school! which will then mean NO MORE R PAPER :D and more time with my girlfriends (MORE BITCHING AND MORE CRAZY LAUGHING AND OF COURSE, SNACKING >.
Im supposed to be studying but im BLOGGING HERE? and i went to cheryl's photo web and saw alot of old pictures together in stnicks with our classmates. Memories can be so sweet.(:


Thats my beautiful school!the viewing gallery

my class in the family lounge

My friends in ... i have no idea where it is

our tracknfield and hockey pitch! i love our spec stand alot alot!

third storey rooftop garden :D

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im missing stnicks quite badly.. been some time since i went back and the school is going to be gone in a year's time ): hope the contractors really make a fabulous school compound if not I'LL KILL THEM!!!