HELLO FRIENDS! im back from uploading all the hundreds of pictures i took on prom!

here's the link!
www.yanzhu.shutterfly.com


anyway im ultra bored at home!!!!!!! should have gone down to vj to prac with louise since she needed a partner to go with her. well, i shall go on monday and tues to prac and familiarise myself with my parts! AND IM PRETTY DEAD CAUSE IM FLYING OFF ON WED AND COMING BACK ON SUNDAY! this means im missing 2 band pracs!!!!ARGHHHHHHHH! and when i come back, it will be intensive band practise till the 14 dec which is not-so-silent night concert! :DDDD im so happy that my section's going down to support. And many ppl are too! Oh and im glad to also say this whole vj band concert thing has been rather pleasant (: This is so enticing!!! i might be receving lots of flowersssss on the concert day!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA. random..

I just realised..hols will be ending soon ): and i havent been going out with my friends!!!! ): I was suppposed to go sentosa with miss aw and another sentosa date with pothole. I was supposed to go shopping with sammy and i was supposed to go cycling with ryan and sam! Then, i was supposed to go for movie marathon at chia's house and at cheryl's house. I was supposed to play badminton and exercise alot during the hols! I was supposed to eat many many foods with my friends! I was supposed to go for section outing and i was supposed to... the list will just go on and on forever.

IM FINALLY BACK HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I MISS MY MOM AND MY BRO AND DAD. haha. Ever since i left home on monday morning, i was like a busy bumble bee buzzing from place to place!

Firstly, was prom on monday. Met skinny er at city hall and walked to carlton to meet up with our make up artist and hair stylist. THE HOTEL ROOM WAS GORGEOUS,well for a moment. As more ppl arrived the room was like a pig sty! anyway, the person's hair styling skills were not bad, at least for me. i liked my hair style.. As for the make up, its a little too plain and it looked as if i didnt put anything. But im pretty glad it managed to cover up my flaws on my face. I have to say that all of us looked so glamourous and elegant!!!! you should have seen the ballroom. (: it was a beautiful sight! hahah. BUt i supposed we are alittle unglam. Some of us got so irritated with our heels that we started walking bare footed and we totally threw away our table etiquette. (: We practically lunged into the food when it arrived! Just to spice up this post a little, pamela tan heng yen wore a pretty brown silk dress with heels! and she actually asked me to apply lip gloss for her! AMAZING?!?!? (: she looked fabulous btw! Pictures will be up...later! i shant elaborate on the details cause the post will get super lengthy. I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND I LOVE STNICKS RED BADGE! <3333 oh and i danced my family dance properly and enthusiastically for once WITH 2 INCH HEELS! AND I SANG IJ SPIRIT BURNING BRIGHT! (: PROM WAS SUPERBBBBBBB! minusing the part where many of us had to try dman hard to keep our ahem in place ahah!

STAYED over at carlton hotel. oh we walked out at 2 am to buy food cause i was hungry! ahha. okay.. i was supposed to have sectionals on tues lluckily it was cancelled! so i have alittle time to rush home, put down my stuff, rest a little before chionging off to stnicks for band camp. saw ongy pongy (: i totally avoided miss sia. louise was there too! jingwen jia simin elaine celeste peiting uly phy came back for swearing in. the sec 4s plus phy and louise plyaed the chair game from vj on the track! haha we got super agitated and aggressive. but it was fun. Some juniors got really violent and many started falling off the chairs. hilarious sight :D sleeping was kinda horrible. the room was freaking cold and i was shivering incessantly on the wooden hard cold floor ): and many ppl came running through the rooms and never failed to wake me up. PLUS, the movie room and gambling den were making such a racket that i couldnt sleep! so there goes my orh orh time. slept from 3 plus to 7 ): oh then came the crazy part. JIngwen jia and me decided to cab home from sch. so we waited at the track gate. However, the taxis passing by were all hired or on call. We started speaking gibberish and made no sense and laughed stupidly at every thing. THIS IS THE AFTERMATH OF INSUFFICIENT SLEEP WHICH INDUCED INCOHERENCE AND INSANITY. reached home and took at short nap but i lost track of time. jia called me and reminded me of band prac at 2 at vj!!! AND I MISSED MY LUNCH ):

Anyway during band prac, i was so dreamy that i totally didnt play half of english christmas. bad bad. met peiting outside vj to go for pri sch chalet at pasir ris. We were kinda dreading it ahaha but it turned out pretty fine. (: didnt eat much of the bbq food. chatted with the girls. OH aha me and sharyn started talking about sia the moment we saw each other. li chun, yixin, sharyn jingying, peiting, angleine huang and ng, xinying and sylvia were there! WANCHUN AND TAN JIEYING PANGSEH US! JIEYING YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! ME AND PEITING WILL MURDER YOU. anyway the guys changed alot. Couldnt recognise many many of them. Kept asking peiting " who is he?" haha. i must say im starting to get more familiarised with bridge! i played bridge from 8 plus in the night till 5 am in the morning. COOLIOOO! Its super funnn trying to guess who your partner is. But im still lousy at that. practice makes perfect yea! so i shall play it more often! wah lao edmund is super gay! he and gabriel just act super couply and lovey dovey in front of me and peiting. GAY TO THE MAX!!!!the guys are pretty entertaining thou. me and peiting laughed through the night. Played bridge throughout the night and slept at 5. woke up at 8!!!! goodness. felt super tired. Im so glad that sectionals was cancelled. if not i think i'll just doze off playing my horn.NOW, I SHALL GO BATHE, GRAB SOMETHING TO FILL MY EMPTY STOMACH AND SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPP!


i have a sudden carving for delifrance food and haagan daaz choc fondue!!!!!


ij spirit burning bright, fill our hearts with love and light.
Light that shines for all to see, love that sets our spirits free.

wheeeeee i survived yet another band practice in vj band (: oh and i chatted alot with louise today! -VIBRATE LOUISE VIBRATE!

i think i really have to improve. I TOTALLY SUCK! ):
anyway, the band is really coolio! Almost the whole band went out to eat tgt! like will you see us, snsb waiting for each other to makan? well, perhaps only after compeitions or major events. BUT i still love SNSB (:

And pls say im a good and punctual girl! i reached school at 735! :O bus 13 travelled so fast today!!!! To think i actually woke up at 545 to prepare for band prac. Grrrrr. Bus rides to and fro to marine parade gets on my nerves!!!!! How i wish Rj and Vj could just simply change their sites! and wheeeee i will just have to walk to vj! :DDD all problems solved.

ONE MROE DAY TO GRAD NIGHTTTTTTTT! and im pretty dead cause i havent got ready all my required stuff and yea.. i have only 1 day left! 1 day!!!!!! next monday onwards will be super hectic for me! monday will be prom! tuesday, SNSB will be having band camp but my section will be having sectionals!!! and wednesday, im having pri class chalet but but but im also having band prac which timing is in the middle of the day!!!!! goodness!!!!!! and i cant afford to miss band practise and sectionals because im going overseas from the 5th to 9th and this means missing 2 band pracs ): =\

ARGHHHH! alright. I shall let nature takes its course (: suo wei chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi! (: everything will turn out fineeeeeeeeee! :D

Rehearsal after band prac at zhang's house was ahaha! we waited for ppl to arrive for 1 hour plus okayyyyy! I have to say i really enjoyed their company and the singing and everything makes me miss all my friends even more ): I LOVE STNICKS! I LOVE GIRLS! HAHAHAHAH it totally sounds wrong! prom shall be cam whoring for me!

till then..

contacts are officially not my good friends. They refuse to make friends with my black small pupils and they refuse to break off from their cage to enter a new world in my eye >:( They made me stay in the macdonalds toilet for such a long time and made my friends wait for me. BUt much thanks to rachel ng and keat and zhang who tried very patiently to teach me how to put in and relax. Esp zhang who volunteered to put in for me (:

Back to my story. Contacts caused my eye to hurt badly and dehydrate it till it becomes so dry. However, eventually, they gave in to my unwavering determination and settled there for an hour or so before i realised i placed the lens into the wrong eye. -.- call me blur or retarded. I would choose the latter. (: hahaha!

YAY! and thnaks to sammie twammie that i managed to get my contacts into my eye!!!!!! i felt so disheartened that the contacts couldnt get into my eye ) : wanted to cry. Who wants to wear specs to prom!!! i felt so discouraged that i was determined to put it inside haha. Ironical. yay and tadaaaa! idid it! but i cant seem to see very clearly with my contacts. Shall wear it more often.

anyway gtg! bye!





im tired.

wheeeeeeeeeee its almost 2 weeks after O levels!
and sadly, im getting pretty bored..
Seriously, im not spending my hols as meaningful as i wanted it to be.
Firstly, I haven't found a job. Secondly, I keep thinking about prom. Thirdly, oh whatever, the list will go on and on and on and on and on .....

I was starting to get a little, just alittle nostalgic that im leaving st nicks ):
I'll miss the uniform and the low belt, and the sng socks and red badge. I 'll miss seeing all the red badge people, even those that i dont know, around school. I have a feeling that i will feel weird not seeing them walking around ): I'll miss.. my classmates! I'll miss our colourful school building which we all initially thought it resembled a kindergarden school. After some time, it really looked super vibrant and lifts our spirits!!!! And i know this is crazy, but i will miss morning assembly, mrs goh and family dance! hahahaha! I'll miss our savoury foods in the canteen! I will miss our loveable but a little abnormal juniors (: cute in a way yea, i must say. OH I 'LL BE GOING BACK FOR BAND CAMPPPPPPPPPPPP! like puh-lease, im such a nice senior. I BET I WILL HAVE RED CARPET TO WELCOME ME all the way from whatever gate im gonna enter from to the band room! then they will all play fanfare for me! liberty fanfare! Lastly, to end, i will pretend to be super surprised and touched and i will start weeping in delight. (: THE END!

well okay, lets talk about something else. Saturday tune in was quite oaky. 7 stnicks ppl went. its quite a big group! And i was having so many butterflies fluttering in my little stomach. I was super afraid and petrified. the people are super pro! ) : i felt so lao pok there. Didnt even dare to warm up, so i sat in my section staring and observing everyone. lucky phy was there. if not i would never squeeze any words out of my mouth. Im glad that phy is there. She is really helpful and nice (: oh and cheryl from tkgs went! another person i knew (: rouhui, a nygh girl , and she's damn pro! she's from SYO(singapore youth orchestra) and she got in hrough DSA! and there were many people, particularyl in my section. THERE WAS 12 SEC 4 HORNS WHO WENT! -faints. yea then me jw and chia went to makan at parkway and we started crapping about bedok! quotes:" lets go to BED-ok?" ahahhahah!

Then came band prac on wed. As usaul i was super scared and everything before it, but i guessit went pretty okay minusing the parts where i couldnt play and sight read. OH i went to collect my contact lens yesterday and the damn person refuses to teach me. well, he taugh me verbally and very quickly. like does it even help? goodness. i better try to stick it in my eye before monday. MY EYES ARE SO SO SO SO SO SMALLLLL! hahahha maybe my contacts will help enlarge it alittle (:

OKAY! and i went for self prac today! saw sonia practising track there! self prac, but i didnt really prac much cause i didnt wanna embarrass myself!!!! ) : MY SL and another guy from vs is like super damn pro! i bet the moment i play, everyone will just faint and start foaming. well, its abit melodramatic. but yea.. alright. i shall stop here!

tomorrow's prom rehearsal. i hope it goes smoothly. OKAY IM SURE IT WILL!

o levels are officially over.im happy.


AM I CALM OR WHAT!






WHAT THE HELL! O LEVELS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
AHAHAHAHHAAHHA THIS IS SO UNBELIEVEABLE! IT SEEMS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY THAT WE TOOK OUR AMATHS PAPER!!!! hahahahahaahahhahahahha!


now, its preparation for prom night which may seem fun but think about it, its such a hassle. ARGH I HATE BEING SO INDECISIVE AND FICKLE MINDED! saw a dress that seems to fit me alot. but on second thought, its quite short, like above my knee. btu its really to my liking. what more, its only 60 bucks! CHEAP RIGHT! i mean affordable. i tried a danie yam one although i really like it alot, cause it has so many laces and cloth flying around me, but it makes me look..old. OH my goodness. me and rachel tried this dress at isetan and its so freaking low cut. GOT A SHOCK OF MY LIFE! i kept laughing in the room. ahahah well, my mind is kinda set on that 60 bucks dress. BUT its only one size percolour! i hope no one takes it and i hope no one of my skinnynesss patronise that shop. =\ again, im afraid a fter buying it i mght regret or start to dislike it because this always happen after i bought something. > :( THIS IS SO HORRIBLE!

haha everytime i close my eyes, dressses just appear in my mind. is this known as OBSESSION? dresses are really beautiful but well, they are not meant for my daily wear and not suitable for a skinny and uhhh rather bad looking person here. ANYWAY, i wanna shopppppppp! but i need money =\ desperately. I ASPIRE TO CHANGE MY WHOLE WRARDROBE OF APPARALS! i need jeans, tops, jackets, shorts, t shirts and bags. Good thing, that im not crazy over CDs or what so ever. if not, my expenses will shoot up the sky and cause a star to drop.. (: sounds familiar? ahaha.


I WILL SHOP AND SHOP FOR MORE DRESSES (: trying dresses is simply fun! ahaha

Jubilate IV: Choir (Jaakobin)

this video is from stnicks jubilate 07 in may! (: i love the song. so mystical!

and this is our pri sch violinist. damn pro! i totally admire her!

our chinese orchestra! i still rmbr chia telling me about teh very catchy part ahha!

goodness. im like exploring youtube. (: i saw our band's balloon hat festival performance.. bad recording though. ahaha
i think there will be more coming up!

ahah found this video clip on youtube and thought it was rather.. ermmm well innovative? haha talking about singapore's policy of moving towards a knowledge based economy and encouraging people to be more innovative. i guess st nicks girls really do make the mark!

another video found. this is one of the best quality! not shaky, its clear and steady! woah! anyway i realised sports day was months ago..a haha! All of us totally lost track of time doing our O levels. I thought this month was october and rachel ng thought 15 nov has passed and threw a carton of drink away which states that the expiry date is 15 nov! haha kept me laughing for a few minutes. anyway the cheer routine is quite nicee! but mr imran (that man in black jacket) well... (: haha I suppose he was trying quite hard, quite hard to act as rain. He seems to be lacking some rhythm sense..

AND i was trying hard to look for enid enid enid in the cheer routine! where are you eneeeedddd! ahhaha.

OUR LAST HORRRRRRRRIBLE PAPER IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! just a brief summary, all other papers were okay except physics and biology and history. well at least for me. BUT i shant brood about it! :D im gonna enjoy myself and pack my room which is piled up with mountains of paper. St yanzhus. Numerous St Yanzhus. Talking about slacking, i have been addicted watching cartoon movies thanks to audrey shih! haha maybe its also partly due to my kiddiness. I just watched barbie: fairy topia! such cartoons are really lighthearted and sweeet! and they make me happy (: if only the world we live in is so colourful and cute. I SHALL WATCH MORE CARTOON MOVIES SOON!


having nightmare pimple breakout. all biology's and ss's fault >: (

last random comment: IM EXCITED ABOUT GRAD NIGHT! (without my oooglie pimples)