yo folks. im blogging once again. Well today seem to be a bad day as what weiling predicted in the morning. ahha! so sheryl suggested weiling to predict everyday to be good so every day will be good!

Anyway, every thurs is a slack day with only 3 lessons (: with lots of breaks! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Sat with sheryl on the tree house's bridge and talked about our class and stuff (: had a nice time chatting and sharing our thoughts. Weiling joined in. I think i should really get out of this stnicks thing and try to mix around more like what Sheryl suggested. :D if only we can have the time in the world and just sit on the bridge and stone our day off.. thats only ideal..

Went out shopping with tan jia and jingwen. Its been a long time since the 3 of us went out together :D went to orchard and novena square. Our main aim was to look for bags! but in the end, we ended up buying random stuff and spending our money on food! arghhhhhhh!but i found a nice sports bag (sling/ hand carry) from new balance outlet in novena! yeah! gonna get it soon! its only 45 bucks



eyes speaking of an endless grief
lips open in a wordless cry
let's share the love we atke for granted
try to keep their last hopes alive

hands reaching for their loved ones lost
hearts holding to a flickering dream
let's share the life we waste away
show them that the world truly cares

i should blog! my blog is getting pretty inactive..

O levels results have been out and i guess the one major and integral event of this year is over. Am i satisfied? i think i should be, although im not very pleased with my results. I could have done better. Its okay. (: at least i know i could qualify for Rj. However, im still staying in vj.

I have been pondering over some issues the past few days cause i've been rather free.. Am i really truely happy in vj? i was wavering whether to choose rj or stick to vj on thurs night, because i realised i wasnt really exactly enjoying myself here, excluding the band part. Im getting all so negative and unenthu and dead in school, which is so not my usual self. Dont ask me why. I just couldnt get myself have fun. Every day seems to pass so slowly and dreadfully.

Anyway, im glad most people in band are staying! though im pretty worried for the 9 pointers! THEY MUST STAY! ESP DANIEL AND JIAYING AND JINGWEN! ): i need daniel to be sitting beisde me to crap during band prac and laugh at ahem ahah! oh and samantha abandoned us for SJI IB programme :O! horrisome! hahah but i'll wish her all the best :D Band's angel and mortal game is still going on pretty well! ahhah everyone is replying enthusiastically! love it. I cant wait for the day of revealation of identities. I've got a intuition my mortal will get a huge huge shock.. MUAHAHAHA!

S31 stayed back to do our banner today. though its very last minute work cause its due tomorrow and we only started today, i think it will turn out well! Who cares about winning? As long as we do our best, i think we should be proud! :D i had fun painting ken's fingers while he was holding on to the board! and trying to attack peiyi and debby with the red paint.. SADLY, my pinafore was stained with black paint when my butt accidentally touched the black tin! grr..

Im so glad many st nicks people are coming to vj for jae! Cecilia, cheryl er(skinny friend!), rachel ng!, rachel ho! and many many! i hope they might come s31 (: then maybe everything might be better.

tomorrow 's inter house game. and that means no band ): i want machu picchu!

STNICKS, MY LOVE LOVE LOVE!

woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! IM BACK IN STNICKS! AND IM USING STNICK'S COMPUTER IN THE LIBRARY! and keat ying is beside me.. ahah.
cheryl sheng liyi and xiaowei are back facing me, using the coms, wih lots of tables and chairs in between us. okay this is utter rubbish.

ANYWAY, IM SO EXCITED! HAHAH WE'RE FINALLY BACK IN STNICKS WITH THE OTHER JUNIORS! (: red badge ppl are seriously damn on and enthu! so many of us came back to school in the morning to attend morning asssembly. I seriously do mean ALOT! haha and the sch had to leave track lane 7 and 8 for us to stand! so privileged and honoured right! :D i love mrs goh!!! i miss her voice and her love! ahhaha sounds funny but she's my favourite vp/principal ever! as compared to vj's mr chan po meng, she's so much more persuasive, more friendly, more respectful, more enthusiastic, more charming, and more more more more more more more efficient and eloquent (: I LOVE MRS GOH TO THE MAX AND FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEARTTTTT! <3333333 oh and the red badges requested for family dance and line dance! so fun! we danced so enthusiastically!!!and we greeeted the teachers and jie mei men damn damn damn loudly! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D I realised what mrs goh said is true. We usually wont realise how precious some things are until we lose them. Mrs goh was still recounting to the school how we used to say no to almost everything and how we rejected singing our sch song and anthem and pledges loudly. And now, we realised how special and uniqe our sch song and sch pledge are and how proud we are to say them out loudly. We were also cheering madly la! goodness. ahah i bet the juniors were like.. omg the red badge people are mad. But, its always nice to be back to your alma mater with all your blue pinafores mates (: its so heart warming. ): i seriously miss stnicks alot alot alot alot! It just feels good to see stnicks people aroud even though i dont really know them..

okay,i just toured round the class room block and said hi to some teachers! :D i have to say the new syllabus seem so tough and intellectual! i feel so stupid when i stare at the board. haha. Our school just annouced that our physics distinction percentage has been doubled compared to last year's physics distinction! and our chem, bio and combined humanities has increased percentage of distinction too! and we have 99% and above passes for 15 subjects. cant really remember what, but there were maths, amths, pure geog, english, elit, german , french, malay, bio, chem, physics, combined humanities... ahahh! Everyone was damn happy when miss chan annouced it over the PA system to the whole schooL! and as usual, other levels will just cheer and scream for us. stnicks is so damn family based :D

okay shall sign off here. i hope my results.. will be what i want. toodles!

I NEED TO SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
IT JUST OCCURRED TO ME that chinese new year is round the corner! and all i have now is a piece of blue topdress. no bottoms, no accesores, no shoes, no other sets of clothes, no bags!
okay i desperately need to shop. i need to find a bottom that goes with my blue topdress, a necklace and hand bag or clutch. and 2 more sets of clothes. what should i get? im so not catching up with the fashion! people! tell me pls! haha and i needa get a bag for school, preferably a sports kinda bag and a pair of shoes. omg i needa get alot of stuff and it costs of much money. i need a new pair of sneakers ($60), a pair of sport shoes ($130), a bag ($80), a clutch/handbag ($20), a wallet ($20), accesories ($20), flats ($30), clothes ($200). ARGHHHHH! this is madness. i must find a way to cut down. ):

okay bugis street, chinatown, far east plaza, heeren, queensway, HERE I COME!
shopping, anyone?

MY LIFE IS SCREWED TO THE MAX

I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS BUT I SERIOULSY MISS STNICKS. THE WAY WE HAVE LESSONS, THE STUPID THINGS WE DO IN CLASS, THE RANDOM ACTS, THE CRAZY SHOUTS AND SCREAMS, THE LAUGHTERS, THE RETARDED LITTLE GIGS. IM RALLY DAMN NOT USED TO THE WAY THE PEOPLE IN VJ ARE STUDYING AND THE WAY EVERYTHING WORKS. AND MY NEW CLASS..SEEMS SO SCARY IN TERMS OF STUDYING. I MEAN..URGH FORGET IT. I FEEL SO STRESSED UP SEEING THEM LIKE THIS. MAYBE ITS JUST ME WHO IS SLACKING. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. THE FOOD SUCKS, THE TIME TABLE SUCKS, THE SYLLABUS SUCKS, THE TIME SCHELDULE SUCKS. WELL AT LEAST BAND ROCKS. MINUSING THE PARTS WHERE THERE ARE ALOT OF IMBA(pro and really super super super invcinvible) PEOPLE, WHICH TOTALLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE LOSER. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, BAND IS ONE THING THAT MAKES ME WANNA GO TO SCHOOL. THE BAND ROOM WITH THE MATTRESSES AND THE CUTE LITTLE TOYS(WELL RATHER SADLY TORTURED), THE NICE AND FRIENDLY BAND PEOPLE, THE CRAZY LAUGHTERS AND STUPID COMMENTS AND "SHOWS". THE BAND PEOPLE WILL LIFT MY SPIRITS UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP. LIFE IS SO SUCKY. I WONDER IF THINGS WILL TURN OUT BETTER. IM LOSING MY CRAZY AND WILD SELF, LIKE HOW I WAS IN STNICKS. ITS TOTALLY DRAINING AWAY! I MISS JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND DISTURBING PEOPLE, I MISS LAUGHING CRAZILY LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS, I MISS SAYING LAME STUFF AND LAUGHING AT IT MYSELF WITH OTHER FRIENDS LAUGHING TOGETHER, I MISS SINGING OUT OF TUNE WITH MY CLASSMATES, I MISS GETTING DAMN HIGH WHEN WE GET SUPER STRESSED OUT. PEOPLE IN VJ ARE SO DIFFERENT.

BUT I REALLY HAVE TO CREDIT MY FELLOW BELOVED BAND PEOPLE FOR BRINGING SO MUCH JOY AND WONDERFUL TIMES AND BRINGING A SECOND HOME IN VJ WHERE I CAN SHUT MYSELF OUT OF THE MESS IM IN. <333333333333333333333 BAND PEOPLE!

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

cut and paste this from facebook. found it..rather interesting.

yesterday's night mass dance at suntec was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY FUN AND HIGH! i dont know how to describe it but it was really truly enjoyable and i was feeling very estactic :D adrenaline seemed to be rushing through my blood every sec. yep! and met up with nssn people! miss them so much :D BAND PEOPLE ROCKS..

anyway was just thinking about my cca in vj..