sports day today.
the best part of sports day is always
being able to stay with all band ppl
and walking around proudly wearing the nice and
gorgeous band uniform instead of the obiang house tee
with crazy orchids!
HOWEVER, stupid cher just spoil the whole thing
by making us wear house tee immediately after we played
we didnt even get to enjoy wearing it
he's such a potato.
he just chase us out of music room la
i want to snack and talk and play my horn there!
ARGH!
he's such a cold water pourer.
huiwei came back (:
yeah.there's nothing special bout this time sports day.
hope next year's sports day would be a better and meaningful one

goodness.
i just remembered im gonna take my napfa tmrw
i hope i can run as good as last week's.
i shall try my best not to walk and run with bigger strides
maybe i should try to follow pam and cecilia
ok i wan to get an A!
which is 14.21
last week i got 15.03
maybe if i didnt walk, i would get 14.
ok go yanzhu! you can do it. (:

my com is lagging like dunno what
and i cant write any testi to anyone!
i am in such a writing testi mood now!
argh!
rachel chia is so crap!
hahaha laughing with her makes me
go crazy...
rachel likes funny honey sticks.. >:(
cecilia and pamela are getting married
haha.
cecilia's the groom and pam's the bride
but its a little ironic
because pam's supposed to be the groom while cecilia the bride.
hahaha,
pam glared at me with her scary face and tried to force me down for cheer prac.
haha

my heart breaks to see my grandmother
in this helpless state.
i felt her shaking hands
sweating cold sweat as i held her
up to my house.
i hope i could do something ot help you
gain courage and will to live on happily.
please, give her stregth
her condition turned so bad just within a week.
what happened?
i hope i can be by her side
guiding her way.

grandma, please be strong ):

formed our band camp committee today
im in day games com with
andrea eleanor ulyssa evonne and celeste
night games: jingwen jiaying simin rachel peiting denise
food com: enid jacq ? ? ? ?
camp booklet com: pamela ? ? ? ? ?
ok


today's the worst day ever.
i hate myself

3rd yogurt bar in 2 days (:
aaha im like damn addicted to it now.
natsun says it contains some t______ fats?
ahaha whatever fats it is, i just need it.
ahhhhh saturated fats.
pam and rachel sure look like a couple doing maths together
(: so loving
hahaha.
and rachel wanted to call me YANWEN ha!
met a madman on the way home with pam and jingwen.
we walked out of seven eleven and he appeared behind us
he kept chanting:"xiao mei mei HEEX! xiao mei mie HEEX...!"
CONTINOUSLY!
me and pam were so freaked out and tried to walk faster
but dumb dumb jingwen tried to act ignorant of the guy
and kept telling us that her pink kit kat pencil was very cute
and we just ignored her!
HAHAH ITS SO RETARDED.
they kept imitating tht man and made me
so disgusted!
what made it worst is tht jingwen has thick eye brows and pam got the pervert face =hahah.

maths is such an easy subject
its just numbers and signs
and there is no lengthy essays!
maths is simply my favourite subject
I LOVE IT

yeah right..

today's last day of schoool.
was super high.
watch the whale rider.
it ended rather abruptly
and i was like " huh its over?!"
I LOVE VANESSSA! :DDDD
she's such a wonderful senior!
i dun consider her as senior sound like there's
some kinda of generation gap
i shall name her vanny pal :D
oh goodness. i dunno how am i gonna continue life in band
without vanny pal crapping with me and ceering me up.
no more vanny pal to help me with my bad embouchure days
mo more vanny pal to help me with my bad high notes day
no more vanny pal to go toilet and see my weep
no more vanny pal to joke with me
no more vanny pal to talk to me
no more vanny pal to bitch with me and complain
no more vanny pal to play stupid songs with me
no more vanny pal to teach me nice band songs
ARGH! no more vanny pal! ): ): ): ): ):
i shall treasure her and phy and shu alot alot alot now!
I LOVE VANESSA!
I LOVE SHUMIN!
I LOVE PHY!

i wonder why are we born with eyes nose ears and mouth
i wonder why are we born with limbs which tires us out
i won der why are we born with a brain which cause us so much headaches
i wonder why are we born with a heart which hurts so much
i wonder why are we born with emotions which are so overpowering
i wonder why are we born with nerves which makes us feel the pain

all because we are humans;

obs =
i think im a very timid and useless person.
im afraid of obs. =ohwells.
at least i got chloe maple regina and jingwen going.
thts all
i only know them.
cecilia cant go ):
argh!


i thought you were a thoughtful and understanding mate
but it turned out that you are cold and unfeeling
you do not understand my feelings and
all you do is to turn your back against me
maybe it was my mistake initially to take you

as one.

i tried to hang on to my believe.
but it apparently seemed that no matter
how hard i try to hang on,
it is useless.
my believe in you is fading off.
i don't see the same person anymore.

emotion kills faster than physical;

band was horrible today
and i was simply very angry with that STUPID IDIOTIC TEACEHR
i have the urge to just smack him slap him punch him
and smash his dumb head into mashed potato
and vanessa said that the mashed potato
is inedible becuase its green and mouldy!
haha and because his brains are as small as green peas
thats why its greeeeen! :D
i plucked my last baby toothy yesterday :D whoooopy!
hope me and cecilia and chloe and yixin and meiying can
get into obs! lets pray! :D

i did a funny personality test from PERVERT PAM!
and its damn trueeeeee!

shall post my results:

my priorities
1) love (aww)
2) family ( i think its true)
3) career
4) pride
5) money (i want it as first thou)

i am scary?! ya somehow i think so too.
my partner is cute ( haha perevert pam)
my enemy is dirty, yea maybe but i have no enemies currently
i interpret sex as aromatic?! haha
i have a calm life :D

pamela is someone i will never forget?!
jingwen is my tre friend haha true (:
rachel is someone that i really love?!!!!! HAHAAHA!no way no way.
cecilia is my twin soul! we are real crappy (; hi twin
jiaying someone that i will remember for the rest of my life. hoho

i made a wish and that wish would come true on a friday
i hope so (:

miss choo wants us to change seats every 2 weeks?!
she said that dunno whoever the person is
said we must change seats. like what? EVERY 2 WEEKS?!
tht is crazy alright?
i don't see other classes doing that
even justice which have china scholars.
i don't see them chanign their seats veery 2 weeks?!
that is absolutely ridiculous!
its such a....unworkable idea.
its so troublesome to dig out our books hiden deep in our desk
and move aroudn the class.
it is really hard to concentrate with our seats changing every 2 weeks
this is crazy why am i in this DUMB DUMB 3 PURITY?!


so drifted apart that i no longer
see you in my sight, away from my world

today's fun day!
went skin doc with jingwen
abit waited till we were so frustrated.
went to meet pamela after that
and she doesnt know where heeren is.
so pro. :D pamela told us
how a toilet cleaner mistook her
for a male during PMB camp! HAHA
laughing till our heads drop.
went to eat at taka.
as usual , i spent alot of money there.
bought fooodd! :D and a short pants which costs only 20 bucks!
oh yea WH is having sale now. :D
i like the pants there!
jingwen and pamela went to buy wallet and
again, pamela was mistaken as jingwen's boyfriend
hohoho. rich jing wen bought a wallet.
went to padang to support st nickeoijfslalglak?!
haha woooo they were many nice teams!
i only like the above seventeeen category teams
esp the one from ntu and another one hoho
their cheerleading dance steps are really cool
and they way they dance is so vigorous and aggresive
which is very beautiful :DDD
oooooh st nicks girls are sure good at cheering and screaming :D
our screams are so lasting and loud.
e got into finals and third!
and on our way back,
we met this group of girls from _______ who said this
___: i cant believe st nicks beat us.
___ 2 : yea im totally shocked!
i think jingwen ahemm! at them and they kept quiet.
and imitated them hohohO!
sore losers but cant blame them.

my grandma is admitted to hospital ):