finally, im released from the cage of chinese!
(: but im still required to read chinese articales as
restricted by my both chinese pro parents.
compo was rather not average.
but the paper was rather fine.
just for that part where i wrote 3 long answers on the wrong question
and had to rewrite everything >:(

went to catch the guardian at cathay (:
ordered pasta tooO! it turned out to be better than what we expected,
or at least what i expected..
(: ahah the show started off with such a traumatising scene!
the waves were simply humongous, i mean HUMONGOUS!!
and the poor resuce guard and the victims looked to vulnerable.
i kept using simin's jacket to hide myself from the tragedy.
it was simpyl heartbreaking. i just dislike such parts
where people will just have to give in to mother nature and die.
the most tragic part was when randell had to sacrifice himself to the
big vast monstrous sea to keep goldfish alive ):
but i would seriously like to visit the sea at alaska!
it seem gorgeous (: and i would simply like to try wearing those swim gears
and looking down at the sea from the helicopter.
and next i jump down :DDDDDDDDDD so cool right
and i bring down jingwen,jiaying, simin, enid and i shall see
who will survive! and i wont rush to be saved first okay
MISS AW JINGWEN!

alright. had a really stupid encounter with this taxi driver
who has short term memory, tries to act like he knows singapore very well when actually he doesnt and such a show off.
argh! he cheated me my 6.70!

i just used dettol hygienic handwash!
my hands are now germs free :D
peeps should practise good hygiene habits and wash your hands regularly.

yeah me and charis both have high self worth
:DD we make a perfect skinny girl team!
so we've decided to have self worth and be bold and daring.
we shall wear bikini to sun tan despite what chia said about us!
haah! we can overcome anything with determination!
charis is yet another skinny monster which totally freaked me and chia off
IN BROAD DAYLIGHT!
i shall emphasis again ;" BROAD DAYLIGHT!"
saw her dashing towards us and i totally saw her big face slapping so near my sight
so i screamed! and chia screamed!
ahah pam and charis just got damn shocked walked away.
CHARIS again, made recess so hilarious.
nvm WE SAW EVERYTHING CHARIS!
ahah! shant elaborate.
so friday's dedicated to HUMSUPs at chia's house for studying/mahjonging/ girl's business!

jingwen's driving off to malaysia tmrw morning
and abandoning her poor good friend here in boring singapore. 0:
all i can say is that...
YOU MUST BUY ME NICE FOOOOD! AND...
shall discuss about the terms later when you come back ;)

the guardian's waiting for me, chia, sopongs, and charis to grab hold of it!

yeah i cut my hair. (;

and for the past !@#$%^&*() days,
i have not been studying chinese =anyway, does anyone know that egypt actually have hotels there?!?!
:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

got back results on monday and wed
which was rather bad i should say.
didnt hit my 8 point target. got 13 point instead.
physics, bio and chem was really disappointing after working so hard for them.
english and higher chinese is needless to say.

english C5
higher chinese B4
maths A2
amaths A1
chemistry A2 (rounded up from 69.5)
biology C5
physics D7
combine humanities A2
geography A1 (my best :D)

im rather pleased with maths, amaths, combine humanities and geog.
esp geog. i got 80/100! :D
my horn is spoilt now. repairing in progress. and miss sia said some really horrible things. > :(
chinese lessons gonna stay with me till o levels chinese ends ):
my class is simply scarily hardworking.
everyone was studying chinese except for me and xiaowei who were outside at the balcony.
she was sleeping on the floor!
i was listening to mp3 and looking at the scenery and at times, taking glances at my chinese vocab book.
sitting at the balcony and "admiring" the scenery seem a rather pleasant past time for me (: but i seemed realyl autistic like what cc and pam said.
oh wells haha!

festival prelude for syf? argh! i want ascension.
ascension is such a nice song! i got a warm nice solo with eupho and trums.
i got funny high elephantee parts which my section always laugh at after playing.
mr ong is seriously a nice, humourous, cute, funny conductor :D
he makes me feel so relaxed during combine unlike sia who never fails to make me feel so tensed up and worried.
but our band seem to take advantage of his leniency and talk alot.
that is bad..he seemed rather disappointed =
after chinese Os, im getting all ready for intensive band prac and self prac
yes yes i will do it!

yeah much credit to miss ELYSIA KOH
my dear junior, who helped me change my tag board :D
and changed some of my links.
thanks!
so maybe i should find some time to change my picture to the one
yiinghuey designed for me :D
ahaha
ITS GREEEEEEEEEN, with water!
i just got a special passion of green and presence of water.

am i too lazy or do i just have too much spare time
ahah i've been watching youtube these few days.
andandand just gorging myself :DD

my relatives just came back from holland to visit my sick grandma.
and this never fails to bring about a really heartbreaking and bitter cry
my grandma just burst into tears, my mom next, my aunt, and finally my granduncle.
i went back to my room, so helpless. totally didnt know what to do.
it reminded me of father simon's words yeaterday and i cried, yet again.

shall blog bout how i spent my days after exams (:

wed
went lunching with jingwen and next out with humsups
to celebrate soopong's birthday :D
met audrey and she has the same cargo as me!
im so glad that i didnt wear that!
haha met sally and chia and realised i was wearing the same shoes are chia!
MY DEAR SHOE TWIN!
walked around marina square and regi joined.
visited candy empire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its so infested with chocolates from all over the world!
arghhhhhh! bought cute little mars bars balls for cc and pam
and one caramel choc for miss awww. shall go there again.
ate at cafe cartel andandand
they kept dumping food to poor yanzhu
esp stupid chiazzy. she practically gave me 2/5 of her food! all her spag and dumb fries into my cheeesy seafood marcaroni =haha.

thursgames carnival. i guess it was a success.
played captain's ball
and we formed a great team of five!
sheng, pris, pam, cecilia and yanzhu
we were the only group who managed to play continously without any change of players.
see we are so PHYSICALLY FIT! PHYSICALLY FIT! physically physically physically fit!
played with diligence, unity, truth and grace!
it was all good games haah and we won all except with truth which we got tie.
but it was simply marvellous because we thought we would just lose throughout.
oh wells (: we are simply pro! haha
we were rather afraid of grace cause they seemed rather good. okay they were good.
during this game, ng cheryl june and angeline came down to support.
so perhaps that motivated us (: and we won 4-1.
we managed to play this game with well strategised means (:
pris would block the captain and snatch ball, and pass to pam.
pam will pass to sheng and sheng to me which i will pass to cc the captain
and next, all of us will surround cc to catch the ball in case it doesnt reach cc. :D
so we formed some sort of quadrilateral with the grace ppl inside. ahah
the game with unity was funny. i was the captain and my injured leg was shivering and
also, i was so afraid i would fall. ahah
our class was rather superb and miraculously, we got 3 teams that got into semi (:
table tennis (we got champion!), captain's ball (us!) and floor ball! haha
yeah we were rather tired so the semi games was very quiet and scary and mysterious ahaha.our team was dying but we still pulled through.
though we lost to faith, we are quite happy that we made it thus far! aaha

oh btw, our class got second in the whole level. no one seem rather happy bout it
except for the few of us. so what is simply wrong with our class?

fri
had a talk by father simon and his mission team.
it was super fun, inspiring, touching and meaningful.
had many sing along sessions and many of us linked arms and swayed (:
cecilia, pam, me pris, debbie, erica and sonia were together haha.
so fun!
second part was rather sad and it affected me alot.
yes yes its about family.
cried alot haha. its just so heart aching to think about death.
to those teenagers who wants to attempt suicide :
please hello! look at your loved ones!
went to talk to jingwen (:
and hugged miss choo and sherwood. if only amy yee was there...
pam almost cried and if she were to cry, it would have broken record!
ahha her eyes were watery when she saw the few of us tearing.
should have cried longer so she will cry.
and seeing so many of us hugging friends, it will pains me to think about graduation next year ):
my beloved friends! band members, section mates,some class mates, teachers, the food, the culture, the rich relationship between friends, the sisterly love, the usual morning assembly, drills session, many many events.
im getting emotional.

back to goong now (:

back from school :D
had self prac.
met VANESSA and went down with her.
and we've not been talking for ages since she passed out ):
oh no! ahah and i played her horn during self prac! (:
lijie's and weiling's horn was abandoned and now finally they brought it back to life.
and with my miracle hands, i fixed their keys which were stuck. CHEEERS
we had better master phyllinda's horn fixing and gigantic strength to
pull out valves and mouth piece. and i have to master it asap ):
see,it's tough being an SL.
i want to officially declare that MY JUNIORS ARE GOOD HORN PLAYERS AND I DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY FOR THEM ANYMORE (:
now what worries me is my own playing.
me and weiling were the 2 left behind and we decided to pack our horn sofa cupboard.
it sure was dusty and germ-filled.
and our red carpet is seriously wearing. can't that cher just re carpet the band room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(
removed all files and ancient scores.
cleared quite a pile of junks. i realised the guide books the senior senior senior senior used were really goood and still in well working condition so i brought some home to read (:

spotted 3 sluggish worm like insects crawling about so gross. hhaha
and we cleared the two cupboards off the red dust :D
HORN SECTION! BETTER BE GREATFUL TO US (:
swept the band room alittle using the trom's brooom haha
i realised after sweeping much that the more we sweeeeep, the more dust it produces o_O!!
nvm i shall go buy 2 brooms and one scruber and place it in the band room.

went to look at some band photos of seniors and i came to alot of conclusions
1) our band discipline dropped
2) the seniors look very smart with barret and gloves and hgh socks
3) the band size has been reduced tremendously
4) our drills....
5) i think i would prefer mr gerraint wong and miss jacob to be our band teacher (:
6) the band seem much bonded and fun-filled last time
7) the band had out-of-school activities whcih is now banned by mr cher
8) our band used to have band exchange programmes
9) the relationship between band members, teachers in charge and conductor was really friendly and good. ( at least they took photos with their conductor and teacher in charge)
10) the tradition of taking photos, printing them out and putting in a band photo album stopped at 2003.
11) AH ZHANG USED TO BE A BAND TEACHER IN CHARGE!haha chia i bet you are rolling in laughter.
12) i should get the band camera out of mr cher's hand and start collecting and
collating band moments!!!!!!!!

haha yeah. i came across 2 very good horn guide webs (:
http://www.thefrenchhorn.net/hornguide.html
http://www.hornplanet.com/hornpage/miss_karen/viewbysubject.asp
off to practice my horn

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!
okay exams are officially over though with chinese Os coming up
but tht will just have to wait till my joy wears off :D
studied in school and as usual, i over slept. sorry enid! haha
went to school and i finally found my interest in studying.
be happy for me! (:
i've got a great hot burning passion for amaths! i seem to have an affinity with it
hahah. i simply love doing amaths. oh and chem too! :D
these two are my best science and maths paper and my only 2 hope that can pull my grades up.
enough of grades.
im just super glad exams are over although im still in this very hardworking and
studying moood. okay perhaps i should continue studying so i wont feel so stressed next year.
and i should read more chinese newspaper and du zhe (:
yes tht's my current resolution from now till chinese Os end. :D
went plaza sing with my fave ppl! haha pam and cc.
was rather brain dead cause amaths made my cells too exhausted.
but ate alot! haah. and ate icecream. pam kept sliding off the chair o_O!
cc is super funny! ahah she just keep ranting and ranting non stop. hehe
cc and pam are going vivo city tmrw with their moms! so sweet and loving.
if only my mom is tht free and tht energetic to shop with me ): ):
and cc and pam have such nice siblings yet they dun apperciate it! i want their sister and brother!
should i go look for them at vivo!>! haha
tmrw is self prac for some sec1s.
and i shall be the good samaritan and open door for them. hehe


sally's birthday coming! and humsups dinner on wed!
cant wait!

i survived english, higher chinese, maths, physics, biology, chemistry, history, social studies and geography!
i feel a strong sense of accomplishment burning overwhelmingly in my heart.
im feeling :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
ahahah
alright just a little push for amaths and im done.
haze is bad for health and im seriously affected by it =have been having breathing difficulties for the past few nights so scary ):
i realised dying from asthma is a really painful death.
you feel your brain suffocating,your vision turn blur,
you feel your sweat dripping, next you find yourself lying on the flooor,
gasping hard for air but not even one cm cube enters your gut, you start making weird sounds which is scary, and you start groping everywhere looking for your inhaler.
argh!!!!!!!!! tht was how i felt during new year when i was playing with the sparkles thing, gave my cousins a shock out of their life.
oh no this is scary. change topic.
i was walking at my corridor and i was flabbergasted to find that I COULDNT SEE CHIA'S HOUSE!
i could only kuo chuan and nothing beyond tht. it's shocking to find how thick the haze was. it was barely even 1 km (i suppose)
and chia's house was totally gone! my mom hurried us into the house.
eh and i felt tht my kitchen was hazey cause i opened the window there. and my mom is so paranoid! haha
she on the air con from elevan in the morning till 8 in the night yesterday!
was squriming under my mom's big jacket and racking my brains with a maths.

this is dedicated for ah wen! :D
you must take care and your poor little stomach and
at the same time you can spend some time with mr toilet.
he's rather poor thing hahah. mr toilet has a new girlfriend! :D
anyway hope you will be fine by 12 midnight.. no elevan so you can sms me and we can decide to meet in school for our fave past time (studying!)
ya hehe. i shall buy you...kit kat :D
love ya! and your colon!