jubilate 2 yest..
wonder if it was considered good or screwed up for our band..
el caminoi was good..
but i think pirates wasnt tht good.. ):
duh!~ who cares. its over..
i think chinese orchestra was good..
string too..
maybe in their eyes we are good too :D ahah!
took lots of lmae lame lame picts with section!
so cool..
gonna load it up soon but camera is with JAEL!
i forgot to take it home so she brought it home for me..
oh yar she is faking as a sajc student now i think..
wandering at sajc..
hopes she gets caught! AHAHAH evil me!
joking..
my parents say our horns are quite strong WHEEEEE!
and they say tht trumpet soloist(shueli) was good!
HAHAhs
van realised tht our band concerts are ALWAYS combined..
so sadddd!
i wonder when will we have our OWN concert..
whennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

did check up today at hospital..because of my..yesh..
talking to jael and vanessa now!
they are making my head spin!

mep room is definitely not a good sleeping place..
i tihnk its a fun place to eat and play poka cards
behind the piano in the third room thou.. (:
didnt really sleep well... -YAWNS..
my nose kept running..till like 3 plus..
den i start to sleep abit..
act 1/4 asleep 3/4 awake..
the air con is like so cold..
like antarctica..
i hate to swap my position...
sit and ly down so many times..
slept sitting for quite some time..
BOOHOOHOO...
went out to the toilet in the middle of the night
i think we irritated alot of ppl!
AHAHHA/...
gloria felt like slaapping us..
jingwen kicked jael's butt..
huiwei stepped on someone's hair..
went toilet..den supposed to go back..
THEY DUN WAN!
they suggested sitting at specs stand..
woah its like so dark?!
i was so totaally freaked out..
i dun dare to look at dark spots...
i was afraid to see somethhing..
den went to the stairs beside the mep room..
near the peacock house!
keep the peacocks aaccompany for a night lar!
sat there and started toking bout everything under the world..
and bout elaine's cute jay chou..-pukes///
i didnt dare to move much and loook around..
ARGh!
so scary..
i was really afraid we would run into somethings...
i wonder wad will happeni might jus stand there close my eyes..
keep still//
and start screaming like siao and wait for ppl to carry me away!!!
i realised three band camps..
me and the ppl im with are always like wake up quite early...

ARGH!
having appointment with ms doc jael tan!'
she's gonna have counselling sessions with me!
argH!
she's gonna brain wash me!
and stare at me with
BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG
LARGE LARGE LARGE
ENORMOUS ENORMOUS ENORMOUS
EYES OF HERS!
O_O!!!!!
den i stare back at her with my
SMAL SMALL SMALL SMALL
PUNY PUNY PUNY
TINY TINY TINY
EYES OF MINE..
-____-!!!!!

ok..
haha
my mom dug out some photos of mine..
i was so fat!
can u bellieve it?!
i like so skinny now>!
AAHAHAH
so cute lar!
i didnt knwo i was so cute..
haiz..where have the years gone..
AHAHAH

look at my poor tag board...
its screaming desperately for rescue..
all because of
RACHEL CHIA HUIXUAN THE IMPOSTER!
the real rachel chia huixuan is still in china..
held in captive..
poor thing...
someone go save her...

10 more pathtic days
to sch reopens =\...
i hope our english teacher would change
thou ms jeya is quite fun and yar...
she's so intimidating =O!
everyone is so petrified by her...
i haven do my 4 book reviews yet!!!!
dun feel like doing anyway...
left with 1 history reflections : topic
1) it takes only an idea to change the society
2) a strong country depends on a strong leader
3) some systems stuff old one fares better than new ones..

which one should i write on?!
its like all so cheem...
its a weird case of cheemalogy...
hmm.....
and i left with my ballads...
i found my ballad story..
but have totally no idea how to write a ballad on it.. :i found another already written ballad..
but haven write my commentry on it..
this commentry thing is...DIFFICULT!
have to write wad the writer means..
when i dun even know wad the hack they are toking..
i dun like old english!!!!
den have to write the imageries used and how he used it and why he used it?!
this is totally CRAZYYYYYYYYY!
im only left with 6 days to complete?!
having band camp on monday..
im somehow looking froward to it because of norms
and water games and night games...
im somehow dun feel like going because
of the intensive practicing on the second day
and because of ahem...

serioiusly i cant wait for sch to reopen..
i want to go back!
i miss bullying sally..
i miss going recess with rachel...
i miss morning assemblies(im crazy)
i miss JASBRRYS AND ACIDS!!!
i miss mr wong's lessons [ahah]!i think everyone misses him...
oh gosh..dear mr nice wong is leaving!!!!
i wonder who will take over him..
i think he is such a nice teacher and guy...
june hols is simply to short for me..
it seemd tht it passes so fasT!
end of year hols is much better..
it rains..its my birthday..
its my bro birthday..
its christmas...WOAH!
so muxh fun-er den june...

i've got nothing to say..
i only know im very pissed off..
i
really
detest
despise
hate
BIASED PPL!!!!!!
i just simply hate you!

// DO I LOOK LIKE I FREAKING CARE?!
SCRAM OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok yeah!
it s 10 in the morning..
there's no one online.. ):
im eating porridge.. yumyum?
i feel so accomplished.. :D
i completed all my newspaper articles
and 1 history reflection last night!

homework left
1)1 history reflection
2) english ballads
3) geog assignment
4) 4 book reviews( i intend to hack bout it..)

i shall complete my geog assignment
before i go out at one...

YANZHU!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!

OK!
i completed 12 newspaper finally!
and im going to finish my 2 history reflections by today...!
i would try to complete my english ballads tomorrow..
and thurs my geog..
DEN EVERYTHING WOULD BE DONE!!!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeee
i really cant wait for band camp..

the child still struggled on
and threw insulting words that hurt me.
i grasped his thoat to silence him,
and in a moment ..
he lay dead at my feet.
i knew then that you will come for me
and i have since waited.
now that you have come,
you must comply with my wishes
or i will make you.
as desolute and miserable as i am.
my only wish is for a companion;
one as deformed and horrible as myself
so as she will not deny herself to me.
my companion must be of the same species
and have the same defects.
so, as you did me
this being
too you must create

duh!~!!!
completed..
5 newspaper article today..
hope to do another 5 later..
and i will only be left with 2 more newpaper article!!!!
WHEEE!
tomorrow..
i shall complete my geog and 1 history reflections..
(if i got the time)
oh dear..
i keep thinking bout band camp..
i wonder how is it like..
with the second day of camp FULL day practice..
)))))))))))):
i think i have not been very enthusiastic
bout band pracs and drills this year..
still rememebered...
how enthu i was last year..
bout drills and band pracs...
always hoping tht every day will have band pracs..
i tihnk i was totally crazy..
yupp due to some stuff
my craziness over band started to died down this year..

i just simply cant wait for smthing to happen..
hopes it comes asap!!
....

i generally rested during the day
and travelled only when i was secured by night
from the view of man.
on morning, however,
finding that my path lay though a deep wood,
i ventured to continue the journey
after even the sun had risen.
the day which was one of the first of spring,
cheered even me by the loveliness and pleasure,
that had long appeared dead,
revive within me.
i allowed myself to be carriedd awayby these feelings,
forgetting my solitude and deformity

duh!~!!!
completed..
5 newspaper article today..
hope to do another 5 later..
and i will only be left with 2 more newpaper article!!!!
WHEEE!
tomorrow..
i shall complete my geog and 1 history reflections..
(if i got the time)
oh dear..
i keep thinking bout band camp..
i wonder how is it like..
with the second day of camp FULL day practice..
)))))))))))):
i think i have not been very enthusiastic
bout band pracs and drills this year..
still rememebered...
how enthu i was last year..
bout drills and band pracs...
always hoping tht every day will have band pracs..
i tihnk i was totally crazy..
yupp due to some stuff
my craziness over band started to died down this year..

i just simply cant wait for smthing to happen..
hopes it comes asap!!
....

i generally rested during the day
and travelled only when i was secured by night
from the view of man.
on morning, however,
finding that my path lay though a deep wood,
i ventured to continue the journey
after even the sun had risen.
the day which was one of the first of spring,
cheered even me by the loveliness and pleasure,
that had long appeared dead,
revive within me.
i allowed myself to be carriedd awayby these feelings,
forgetting my solitude and deformity

WHEEE!
just completed my chem paper FINALLY
...with much help from my father..
this is truely weird..
i think im quite pro :D
my father taught me everything in chinese..
den i translate them(in my brains) to eng version
SO PRO RITE!
woah!!!!
yeah..
i finished all my test paper
oh this is real terrible..

IM GONNA DIE A REAL TERRIBLE DEATH
WHEN SCH REOPENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

homework left
1) 13 newspaper articles ( i found 3 only)
2) 4 book reviews =3) 2 history reflections
4) geog assignment
5) english ballads 1/4 done
6) art file
7) engllish file

ok im definitely
absolutely
no doubt

that
im
going
to die
!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe i will try to complete my geog home work
and 5 newspaper articles by tomorrow night...

i will just heck care bout book review..
maybe i go borrow...
roughly know wads happening..
den i any oh how write..
its only portfolio rite?
as long as u do
i think its alrite.. =
ok..
kids..never ever try to
follow my foot steps k..

i only left...
9 more days to complete all the work above..
i wonder how am i going to complete all of themm...

ARGH!!!!!!!!
i need another yanzhu!!!!!

my nose
is itching and has been running
from the start of today's
band room spring cleaning




my nose feels terrible..
it keeps on running and sneezing
and my eyes keep tearing..
so sad.
think i caught a flu....
those dust mites are irritating..!
i didnt know band room was so dirty...
and i didnt know the band room can be tht clean
:D
yeah..
i succeeded cleaning up my section
with a little of gloria's help!
(: thanks!

later part was the spring cleaning
was mostly of blowing nose with jiaying,
slacking around cause i got nothing to do...
oh no!and also helping out with some..
only some of saxo stuff(quite little)
and library stuff(ok lar)...
yesh..
den me and jiaying got nothing ot do..
just sat around and stare at ppl doing their work...
the room was
extremely dirty..
smelly..
and dusty
)"
at least its better now (:
shueli is simply just so comical.. :D
had a lot of laughter with jingwen and jiaying
just looking at shueli's funny actions..
FWAHAHA!

i juat simply cant stand SOME people..
they think they are so well-liked by everyone
when they are so gross...
YUCKS!

my parents are really
unreasonable..
totally unreasonable..
they still assume tht we are still living in their era..
i doubt they very know wads going on out there..
living in their own world..
i can stand it no longer..
im sick and tired of such life
im sorry to say but its irritating trying
to explain everything..
everything wadever is happenign around me..
im trying very very very hard not to find
them a nuisance..
but they are really driving me crazy..
i told them bout intergrated programme..
enrichment week..
everything..
everythin bout me..and things happening..
to keep them updated or maybe not..
just trying to answer their
questions..
i had a hard and frustrating time explaining those
terms in CHINESE or even cantonese to them..
its really tiring..
cant they go update themselves?
smtimes toking to a friend over the phone also causes problems..
we peeps now chats on the phone..
life now is not only bout studying and helping out at home
and be a filial child..
we NEED a private time..
we need time with friends..
we need communication..
UNDERSTAND?!!!!!!
no i doubt u do..
we thou only 14 years old..
we got our own privacy..
our own friends..
our own world..
and we have our own secrets..
can u just leave me alone..
let go abit..??
can u!
i cant even go online..no..
yes i can..only for sch work?
i need my time for relaxing..
wy are u so against goign online to chat?is there a BIG problem
moreover those whom i chat with are my friends i know!
pls..
dun be so unreasonable...
i hope to enjoy my childhood to the fullest..
u dun even allow me to go online for more den half an hour!
u are totally unreasonable..
i only went there for half an hour and u start nagging!
do u really understand me?
do u really understand wad i need?
all u do is to order me to do house hold chores..
order me around like maid..
like HELLO?
im ur DAUGHTER!
daughter alright?
restricting me here and there..
i feel like a bird kept in a cage..
pls..
understand wad i need..
wad a teenage girl wans..
understand my plight..
put urself in my shoes..
understand how i feel..
knows wad kind of life i wan to lead..
and lastly..
i hope u try to understand
wad kind of parents i want....
im sick and tired of it..
please i beg u
give me a break

On Top of Spaghetti
On top of spaghetti,
All covered with cheese,
I lost my poor meatball,
When somebody sneezed.

It rolled off the table,
And on to the floor,
And then my poor meatball,
Rolled out of the door.

It rolled in the garden,
And under a bush,
And then my poor meatball,
Was nothing but mush.

The mush was as tasty
As tasty could be,
And then the next summer,
It grew into a tree.

The tree was all covered,
All covered with moss,
And on it grew meatballs,
And tomato sauce.

So if you eat spaghetti,
All covered with cheese,
Hold on to your meatball,
Whenever you sneeze.

my tortoise is so xing fu..
my tortoise lies on my bed everyday..
whether rain or shine...
whether day or night..
my tortoise is just so lazy..
he dosent need to do any work..
yet he gets hugged everyday by me..
and he has so many pillows to chat with..
he's enjoying life..

oh bothers yanzhu..
ure crapping nonsense..

im just so bored..

woah...
i really know how to enjoy life..
i am eating ice cream now..
eating from the tub.. =P
yum yum!
if my parents ever see me eating ice cream like tt..
they will definitely scold me..
knock my head..
punch my face
and start nagging
"where u learn from one arh!"
who cares..
they are outside now
im listening to bond :D
its so nice!

my blog pict very nice rite>!
its AUDREY my son's wife do for me wan
HOR AUDREY!!!! -stares at u!~
thanks audrey!
-huggs..

im so inspired to do so many things..
but i think im day dreaming..
dreaming of the impossible.. ):

can u believe it..
i am inspired to learn how to play
a saxophone, a flute, a cello
, a guitar...
ARGH!!!!!!!
i even thought of joining sso?!
im totally crazy..
thinking of all the impossibles..
all the inspirations are driving me crazy!
inspirations are supposed to help ppl..
but in stead its causing more troubles for me..
maybe i should just concentrate playing my
piano and french horn..
i hate scales and aural test!
if piano practical exam does not includde this 2 citeria..
i will love piano alot more..
and i will fare so much better!!!
aural is killing me..
i cant sing!

i wan to take music at "O"s but..
my cousin says its very stress..
and its time concuming..
and i will definitely struggle..
argH!
i should have taken MEP when i was sec 1..
so regret!
-cries!
i wan to go overseas to study music...
but it cost a lot alot of
money...

YANZHU!
wake up!
-smack your head

"any construction that can be maintained over time without damaging the environment; development balancing near-term interests with the protection of the interests of future generations"
ok good i found out wad sustainable developemnt means..

oh well..
google is giving me
all sort of nonsense..

oh dear!
WHAT IN THE WORLD IS

SUSTAINABLE DEVELOPMENT!

bloody shit!
have to write an essay on it and that
smart ass rachel chia huixuan
like usual, COMPLETED IT!
urgH!!!!

oh talking bout rachel chia..
she called me last night at around 10.45?!
talked till like 11.15?!
AHAH
her flight was actually like 01.50am..
it got delayed till 3 plus
MUAHAH!
and she was there at 10 plus already?!
FWAHAH so funny..
den she called me to chat..
-knocks her head..
her mother damn funny..
ask rachel to use her phone to call her friend to chat
nice mother..
my mother would never do tht..

nah..hope she have fun there..
think she landed 2 hours ago..
should be in hotel now..
hopes she remembers to buy my present =P

come back to my homework..
OH BOTHERS..

got so many haven do yet..
1) 15 newspaper acrticles
2) 70 vocabs
3) 4 book reviews
4) eng lit ballads
5) eng painting
6) 3 history reflections topics?!
7) sci paper
8) maths paper
9) history paper
10) maths qns ( left 10 over)
11) sustainable development.. o_O!
12) eng file
13) art file
14) history file

WAOH!
its all killing me!
argh..
hmm..strawberry ice cream yogurt is nice..
:D
er...must try to finish my maths today
...
anyone wans to go library with me?!

argh...
my teeth hurts
ALOT ALOT ALOT
ALOT ALOT ALOT!

and the dentist of mine pulled my lips
and my mouth so hard den it became
swollened!
SO PAIN!
and it feels weird lor!
like got a lump there
den i keep biting my side of my mouth!
it hurts!
dumb dentist!
pull so hard!
im suffering here
she is happy earning money ):

I LOVE
ESCAPE AND WILD WILD WET!
wheee...
i was so brave..
nodds nodds..
i dared to sit the pepsi!
rachel screamed so loud..-stares at her..
she was enjoying herself lar..
she screamed because she was having fun..
i screamed because i was scared.. =/
oh dear my specs almost fell out when it turned 360 degrees
esp. when it turned down wards..
i tried so many things tht i didnt dared to try..
1) viking
2) pepsi
3) the something tht looks like space ship and turns
4) ular lar(i think so)
5) the thrills rides (lon glong slides)

I WAS SO BRAVE

thanks to regina aud and rachel and maple..
they persuaded me to take those rides..

felt so nauseous and giddy
after the pepsi, the space ship alike thing and yakult(dunno how to spell)
all going round in circles..
me and aud felt so terrible after tht..
went to burger king to rest.
so pathetic bought a cup of ice lemon tea and a hotdog
and had to share among the 5 of us!
SO FUNNY!
fwaha..regi aud and rachel dun allow me and maple
to open locker to take money..
so thrifty
GOOD!

went wild wild wet!
so fun!
rachel regi and aud
so weird wore pants over their swim suits!
shit lar i think i looked damn
skinny lor
o_O!
had so much fun!
played in the shiok river..
hahah
all of us tried to climb onto the big float
and lie on it
all were successful after many trials..
but i dun dare to climb cause i sscared i get drowned
HAHAHAHAHAH!

so sad..
rachel chia is leaving in 6 hours and 20 mins time..
bye rachel (:
enjoy urself!