drifting is a terrible process.
im super pissed now.
im drifting terribly from everyone.


chinese new year is here
so fast.
and poor jingwen is sick
no more new year goodies for her
maybe she should take this golden opportunity to go on diet
nothing nice to blog about
all i can see is only boring life ahead of me.
im gonna miss my mr horn during the CNY hols...
):
im so stressed up by sec 3 life even though im sec 3 for only a month.



never going to enter the cage of happiness and everlasting friendship

dumb fridays are demoralising days
(cope from jingwen's blog)
STUUUUUUUUUUPID!
AND im super angry now my testimonials in friendster
are all gone!
ALL GONE!
not even the bones are left!
GRRRRRRRRR
whoopee im watching memoirs of geisha with rachel.
now i knwo how the older generatioin feels
when they realise tht their dialects and traditions are going to be
lost in the younger generation.

2 weeks hae passed
and im still..very unfamiliar with the people in my class
tht's like pathetic.
my class is one of the quietest class in the whole level
every morning and during recess
every other class will be chattering non stop and playing and laughing
and joking around.
my classmates would sit down, open a book and start reading/studying
or they will lie flat on the table and start sleeping
so wonderful!
HOW DEAD! ): ): ):
i somehow regret choosing B4.
is hould have chosen C1a with regi and rachel
maybe i would enjoy mu life more than now
DEFINITELY more than NOW!
stupid rachel has such a wonderful class and friends!
IM JEALOUS! IM JEALOUS! IM JEALOUS!
CHELRA CHIA!!!!! -SCREAMSSSSS!

sorry i give up..
i decided to be super inactive and
quiet in my class.. (:
went with my father to some converse warehouse
to buy shoes
but cant find my size!
argh! i bought a shirt and my brother a shoe.
zoom back home and here i am, rotting in front of the computer
im coughing and there's nothing i can eat at home
because everything's cold. stupid
2 justice is so pro.
adeline, maple, ruixin and yixin are now monitors :D
chloe, cecilia, regina and sinyee are prefects.
not bad! :DDDDD
2 justice rocks so much compared t o 3 purity ): ): ):
how i wish i was in truth or loyalty or charity.
): i sure m ade a wrong choice on my sub combi
im dying of PEER PRESSURE!
and u know wad i forgot to bring my maths textbook home to do my work
how wonderful
I feel like gorgin myself now
crystal jade, soeul gardens, mos burger!
ARGH! i want to eat BBQ meat and steamboat!

second day of school
didnt want to blog about first day.
it's horrible
it would be worst if cecilia want with me ):
i think im becoming more and more anti-social
i find it so difficult to mix around and make friends!
this is terrible!
till now i only know cecilia, ziqin, pamela, jingwen
charmaine, liyi, june, rachel.
i remember xiaowei, cheryl, sally, yunsheng, priscillia
and THT'S ALL!
its so ARGH!
i must learn to be friendlier.
ok i've said tht since last year and i still haven succeeded.
played dumb games today haha..
i like the bomb game! we were shouting across the whole level!
poor sec 4s.. they were slamming the door and shut-uping us
in the end our classs decided to shhhh! and shouted WORLD PEACE!
im sitting beside this china jingwen now! she's cute haha'
CECILIA is infront of me and ziqin is right in front me
pamela is left in front of me.at least we are in the same area.
i find it rather had to communicate with the china scholars!
and im beginning to speak chinese like them! HELPPP!

aaaw i just read rachel's blog!
its so ssweeet :D and my shoutout was the longest!
feel so A~!@#$%^&*()_ honoured! hahah
I LOVE YOU SIS! (:
i dunno what's its goona be like without rachel in my class
im so used to standing besid her during assembly
and hear her craps and whines and stupid laughter
): ): ): im gonna die during maths lessons without her guiding moi!
ARGH!!!!!
no more laughing fits with chia! goosh
how am i gonna live with 11 china scholars?!!
man
oh wellls my mom taught me to accept reality (:
she taught me to accept the fact tht we're not rich and cant afford nice presitgious houses!
hahaha im gonna earn big money and buy a luxurious penthouse!
drove up to mount faber
the journey uphill is so...SPOOOOOOOOOOKY!
the journey downhill is so.....wheeeeeeeee!
stupid wanted to take cable car but mom was A TWEENY scared
haah! she's afraid the whole thing would fall into the water!
:D
drove to fort canning and saw ROM
i want to go there...bahahha! maybe ten years later
i think im gonna have many tuitions sooon!
maybe for english, physics, and A maths..