how's life been? terrible. haha alright i should say.. exciting.
This bamboo here fell sick on saturday morning during band with a sore throat and flu. Nevertheless, she insisted on staying for band and going out for lunch with her lovely friends! and next hit down to the breezy and relaxing beach. :D me, chia, oli, da niao, ingma, yiyong(my brother!), rouhui,jiaying, phyllis and yixiang went to the beach after lunching at pasta. Our initial aim was to cycle but we were "captivated" by the nice sandy beach so we sat at the beachy beach and wasted time. Well, it wasnt really wasted. We did stupid things like burying daniel's limbs, making him look like a sand alien that rose from beneath the thousand layers of sand, made cute little turtles, and also giant ones! :D... played frisbee and vandalised the sand! Well, it may seem rather bland here but it was truly enjoyable and lovely! i mean taking some time off to spend time with mother nature and friends and doing childish things once in a while really makes me feel relaxed and at ease. YEAH! thanks friends! Oh we met nathaniel at parkway macs!

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alright thats about it for saturday! then now sunday.. was exhilarating haha. Woke up with a bad body. In short i had asthma attack. Which resulted in me being really super breatheless and weak. That was the worst attack ever since i was primary 3. It was really freaky because i couldnt walk at all and little movements would cause myself to be out of breathe. ): so i merely sat in front of my piano and practised my songs. By dinner, my mom sensed that i was not in good shape so she sent me to kk hospital. OMG and the moment i met the nurse at A and E, she brought me into the ICU. o_O! it was so damn freaky. and 4 -5 doctors totally surrounded me and started analyzing my condition. Did some rescue work to allow myself to breathe and i had to be on oxygen mask.my mom was so freaked out. I think she almost cried.. ): after an hour or so, i was sent to my ward. OH and did i mention? my mom bought me to the children's department So i was with all the little kids in the ward =.= how stupid. OH but my neighbour is so cute! she has very pinchable butt! and the little indian/malay boy opposite me love to swim around on his bed! haha Anyway,That night at the hospital was terrible. I was gasping for air and my limbs were trembling =\ My attempt to walk to the toilet was entirely devastating. i was totally breathless in the toilet and i had to hurry back to my oxygen mask. Oh and i had to take in 10 puffs of ventolin every half an hour the whole night. so i was practically kept awake by the nurses and doctors that came to review me

The next morning(monday) was much better :D yeaH! my oxygen level went up! by noon, the doctor removed my oxygen mask! :D Im so happy my friends came to visit me! if not i'll seriously be bored to death... THANKS PEOPLE for coming down after school! Really appreciate it =`) ooh Jingwen, Jiaying, Olivia, Gabriel, Yusheng, Mingde, Jialing, Amanda, Nathaniel, Quanli, Kwangyi, Ingma, Yiyong, Jazz, Yongyi, Johnny and kenn jie came! :D so nice to have friends to keep you laughing and talking. My greatest thanks to yusheng for the apples and cheerry tomatoes!, Jingwen for the beautiful bouquet of flowers which i loved so much!!, Jiaying and nathaniel for the converse shoes =.= which i still dont know why you guys bought them for me when im sick ahha, Rouhui for the tomato!, amanda quanli and nat again for the cute blue pillow and card!, jaxx yongyi johnny and kenn for the you tiao with beautiful decorations! really pleasing to the eyes and sweet in my mouth! :D

okay now i'll just have to rest at home till i get too bored and decide to go to sch! i have mc till friday!

i finally tasted the real meaning of helplessness...


whats with democracy and fairness? whats with all the debates and arguments about equality?



just want you 2 special beings in my life to know, that im really lost without you 2 around me ) : thts not the main thing. But seriously, best friends, good friends are simply not the right terms to describe you guys. Our relationship is really far beyond what is known as friendship. Its really hard to accept that we're going our seperate ways after spending 4 years together. In the same school, same band, same housing area. Going to school, meeting up for short lunches, buying presents, baking cookies, hanging out at playgrounds, loitering in school.. I really never imgaine how it would be without you 2 ): crap.. this sucks..

I'll love you 2 always. and we'll meet up often ya? studying also can :D

whooopy! its 17 feb 2008.
the past few days have been super hectic and busy! As usual valentine's day has got me to burn holes in my pocket and rack my poor brain cells to think of what presents to get and also making me stay up late into nights to complete my presents. I find it rather worth it though cause its always nice to give!! :D ahah its really nice to see people getting shocked over the fact that you actually prepared presents for them. For example, my class guys! hahaha. After maths tutorial, all the girls just started moving around giving presents to everyone! Then the guys just sat in the first row and receive presents. haha quite funny. I think they didnt expect gifts. OH but my jie bought me a nice present! hahah he bought me a white puppy with pink polka dots because he said i giggle like a puppy =.= haha still, much thanks, cause it cost quite alot. He also bought sheryl a professor bear! thanks kenn! :D its really nice cause a guy like him from VS has never prepared or bought presents for vday.

its pretty nice to have vday to be on a thursday cause its my slackest day! ahha so it gave me lots of time to locate people and pass them their presents. Spent my long breaks sitting on the tree house and crapped with ken henry sheryl and some people. omg my stupid mortal knew who i was long long time ago! ARGHHHHHHHHHH! stupid yusheng, made me look so stupid over all the replies. > :( haha but thanks for the presnt too. really really sweet and nice. :D

okay so moving on! Friday was vj's annual cross country. Rather exhilarating!!!Girls started the run first. Started off with jia, jingwen, olivia and rachel lam. BUt ran off ahead with oli! Got a pathetic 566 haha. It was partly because we started off at the back of the crowd. i was barely halfway through my run and i saw people turning back to school =.= But it was a good run cause i had no stitch and i wasnt tired at all! i could still talk alittle and laugh. haha So i shall aim to get 200+ next year. yay! oh im so proud! the first runner for girls is from stnicks! sonia got third among the girls! stnicks bravo! sat at the tree house with oli to look at the guys run back. haha it was quite funny seeing the guys trying to chiong back to get top positions. Went up to the tree house to chat with oli. (: After everything, me gabriel enghwee olivia and joel went pizza hut to eat! and proceeded to cathay to watch juno!

Saturday(16/2) was STJ. I was dunked by enghwee and junsen. GRRRRRRR. Abit enghwee could just carry me up by one hand. > :( but they didnt dunk me too deep into the water. haha. if not i will just... i dont know haha. it felt really relaxing to sit on the beach near the water and get splashed by the tides on your body, although you'll get very very sandy. haha cycled with j1 band people! oh i didnt know ming de knows how to fix bikes!!!!! so cool! hahah one pro one. cycled with ming de and daniel! haha december babies!!! we are the cutest babies on earth. oh my i had my first alcoholic drink. I totally just grabbed whatever jingwen was holding and gulped down at least 2 gulps of it. OMG and i didnt realised it was vocca sprite! O_o! junsen and jingwen just look at me drink happily without telling me its voccaa!!arghhhh! the after taste feels kinda weird. haha left with jiaying at 9 plus. Didnt dare to walk out together so junsen walked us out. haha Dont think that he was very nice to walk us out. He kept scaring me with all his stupid legends of the road and the underpass. Jiaying just happily collaborated with him!!!! arghhh! okay i reached home safe and sound! flopped on my bed and Zzzzzzzz. im glad i didn stay over. haha

alright. i shall go study and do my hw and catch up with my lectures!!!!! bye

WHEEEE HI PEEPS! i've finally added links!!!
i figured out how to add codes and links BY MYSELF okay! (: im so proud of myself :D
ahha alright. On the second day of new year, im stuck at home studying bio ): well at least for now. Im going visiting in the afternoon and that means.. no time to study bio. DEAD! i totally never listened to bio lecture (except lipids) and i have to start from scratch to study for bio test on monday. Lesson for the day? Never shut your brains off during lectures. Grrrrr.. whats with all the alpha helix and beta pleated sheet and and all the tertiary and quaternary structure.. i wanna take pheeeeeeeeseeks! ): but its too late to change. and im kinda regretting my choice of bcmg. my cousin was telling me how i was shutting doors to other pathways in life by taking bio and how deadly it is to be studying bio and geog altogether. Thinking about it, bio is really one subject that limits one's future career. Well at least i will be open to engineering and architecture studies if i take physics. And im kinda attracted to architecture studies. DAMN IT SHIT WHY AM I TAKING BIO. not as if i aspire to be a doctor and i doubt my future aim will be becoming a doctor. That is totally out of my reach. okay i should be happy and gay cause its the second day of new year.

and you knwo what! im painting my nails! hahaha specifically toe nails. so i'll be having golden toe nails in 2 mins! :D

alright. i should get my butt of my com chair and study proteins!! :D

WHEEEE!

These few days have been pretty enjoyable (: Friday was GCD for 08S31 (gone case day!). Many of us were alittle ku ku and high on friday esp me weiling peiyi cheryl and a few more people! hahaha i cant exactly remember what happened during lessons but i remember laughing quite some bit. :D After third period pe, was class dinner! went to roxy square's little food court to makan! YOngyi's face was super red after eating his red wine chicken or smthing along this line. haha! it was hilarious! he lookeed totally drunk!

okay some pictures!


this is peiyi me sheryl and weiling! ;D


and this is part of our class eating at roxy square!


arh har! this is JT sleeping soundly on the bus and us behind him! hahah


victor kissing johnny! : O -gasps


lastly, this is yongyi's red face with jazz's white face!

oaky! so thats for friday! Saturday was band!!! (: the j2s wore their sec sch uniform! its quite funny! cause some of them look very cute!!!! yuxuan look like a little kid! meiyi looks nice though! phy looks.. HAHAHAHAHAH! kahsiong looks beng as usual =P pinrui and kaikeng looks very litttle boy tooo! hahaha renette and xiaojia looks fine (: yusheng looks the same but with more silver buttons! Cant really remember the rest. After band, the j1s went out for lunch at pasta! i left for piano! and chiong home after piano to bathe and change for AHS band concert! me and jia talked on the bus from toapayoh to parkway about must-not-be-named! haha kept laughing and laughing! AH alumni band played ross roy!!!!! and big fun in the sun!!!! and jupiter hymm pop version! haha quite funny! i thought only our band would play songs like big fun. Yusheng's noah ark's trommy solo was damn niceeeee! so imba! but he says its only okay for him =.= oh joel's damn talll! and he's sitting first chair. we could easily spot him when he stand up!

alright, photos another day! im going out to shop with jia jingwen and oli later! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!